Long and bumpy road

[Startingover2]

NNP....I must be in denial! Every time we have a few good days I think we are turning a corner only to find a wall ahead.

Strange thing this morning now. I need to use the camera (that I bought) today for a kid activity. I knew dh had used it over the weekend and still had it. I sent a text asking where it was as I wanted to use it today. He never responded. I called his number and he screened me out. I called back and he answered all irritated. I nicely asked where the camera was. He snapped that it was at his house somewhere and he didn't know. I said ok, I will go look for it. He hung up without saying goodbye. I went up and found it.

So for some reason I am on HIS shitlist! I am being stalked by OW or some psycho. They are telling me he is basically still cheating. I have last months phone bill saying he is still in contact with OW and HE is mad at ME?

I still have the letter saved. Maybe I should just email it.