I'm so sorry that you have been feeling so down. I haven't posted much (i'm new), but I've been doing a lot of reading. I've read a lot of what you've posted because I feel like I can relate to a lot of your story.
You have always been so supportive of people, but not affraid to give your honest opinion. You are awesome. I know you don't feel that way right now and I hope the Dr. can get you on something that's better for you. I'm praying for you and your H/M/R. (((((hugs)))))
ann
If i can't fall in love... I'd like to fall in chocolate! ~ Author Unknown