BNP...well things are ok, H has sent a few texts, nothing to get too excited about. I thought he was going to meet up with me and some of my family sat. night, as we were at a bar in my home town (i moved 20 miles away when I walked out)but he didn't. Which was ok, I ended up having a good time with my family. It's rather strange, because ever since I have been back from Ireland he has been extremely distant. I don't really get it. But I guess with all of us around here, you take two steps forward and about ten back sometimes! So for now, I am just trying to lay low. I'm not sure about anyone else around here, but I'm really dreading Christmas. My birthday also falls close to Christmas. It will be the first in ten years I will be with out him...just not really feeling holidayish this year. But I guess sometimes, you just have to pull the bootstraps up and go with it! Thanks for checking in on me! hugs, Christa
H-32 Me-29 T-10years M-4yr (10/04) Me- WAW 1/07 I filed for D 2/07 D put on hold 5/07 H re-files for D 9/08 WOW! trying MC 10/08
"Work like you don't need the money, dance like nobody is watching, love like you've never been hurt!"