Man, that's crazy about your car window. Hey, sometimes things happen, but I do think we can draw things to us in a way. When I'm off-kilter, things around me feel more chaotic, too. Too woo-woo for you?
I like Heim's idea of approaching this as a business project. Maybe in that realm your view would shift a bit and you might see your options differently.
Sorry things have been rough. I'm sure the pics will help.