Yes, I've been reading...and one post today really got me. I think it was mcc_xfer. Wow, he seems to really have his mind in the right place.
I think my problem is life is going faster than I can learn everything I need to know right now. Does that make sense?
I think I need a flow-chart or like a recipe on how to handle this. I can read some things at work but I don't have time to devour it all. Reading stuff at home can be difficult because he isn't "supposed" to know yet.
I want to move forward and get started on making things right or better but I can't 'cause I don't know how yet.
I have no one else I feel comfortable confiding all this to...I spoke with one friend last night and a lot was brought out in the open (I was thinking it was practice for the counselor today). But I simply can't tell anyone else. I'm embarrassed (and why do I need to be embarrassed!?!??!) and ashamed. So, I let it all out here.
