Thank you all for your words and for beating me up a little. Sometimes I need some "tough love". I had a lot of bad dreams last night and I woke up this morning with a bad dream hangover. I've let it control my attitude today and I know that I shouldn't. I'm going out for lunch today with the pastor that married us, so I'm going to make that a positive experience.
Jenny, To me "giving up" and "moving on with my life" means that I give up on her and hope for our relationship. I'm not ready to do that yet, but sometimes the thought that I could be happy with someone else is easier to deal with than the reality that I'm living through now.
Peace, B
Me: 29 W: 28 T: 10 M: 7 No kids 2 Dogs and 1 Cat With Parents: 09/16/07 Apartment: 10/13/07 Back Home: ~2/16/2008
