Sorry your having a bad one today. We all have those thoughts and ups and downs, sometimes within minutes of each other, not just days.
I totally understand how you feel like giving up. But remember the path you really want and stick by it and your values. YOU will feel better about YOU if you stick by your plan. Remember to that giving up is not any easier...you will STILL have to deal with the crud you are dealing with now. Do what feels best for you, maybe you are confused about what that means right now. Examine that closer. Hang in there.
Me:49 H:47 S: 16 T:27 M:25 My EA: 2001 His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013 Separated, but H still in house
Find your Shambala: a place of peace and happiness.