I knew that she would ask me to leave because she had mentioned it yesterday morning when I got out of the shower that I should stay at the other place until we have our MC appt.

I am not sure what to think about this quickie divorce, we both know that financially she can not deal with that in her life right now. I think that she knows that I would not cave in on some of the issues for that to happen. i.e. I have been absolute that she would need to get a job when that happens. She has told me that she does not want to get a job until we move back home. So I don't think that she would risk her stay at home life right now for a quickie.

Plus, I am not sure that she knows what she wants. Actions speak louder than words and there are many actions that lend to R. But there are words that don't.

She called me a bit ago and asked me what I was doing tonight. Told her I didn't know but I would have a long day at work with month end and all. She told me that she was hoping that I would come hang out with her and the kids...

Then she told me that she missed having me at the house this am to help with the boys.

I know that you think that this is a choice on my part to "move out" and walk away, but the biggest 180 that I can do at this time is to eliminate the anxiety in her life rather than add to it. And I think that I am doing a fine job of that.... now to transfer those positives into additional opportunities to show my commitment.

Me: 33 jacka** whom lied, stole, cheated, and basically treated DW like crap for years
DW: 29 kind soul who gave too much to me over the relationship

S7
S4

M: 7yrs
Bomb: 10/19
Seperated: 10/24

The worst reconciliation is better than the best divorce