W was cold and removed so I guess her mind is racing. Maybe it was too much talk and too many good moments lately so she is a little overwhelmed. At least this is what I will think and hope that it is.
I have been an obsessive emailer, even when things were fine a way so I will try to limit it just to factual stuff when I am going somewhere or what to pick up for dinner. I am also saying I love you too much I think so will just try and be more casual and not say it all the time.
Have a big weekend coming up and I think tomorrow we will decorate the christmas tree. Her family, they are jewish likes to come over or should I say the kids do to decorate so it should be fun.
The kids issue is very hard since we were trying to and going to the clinic while the A was blossoming. I know that she wanted a baby so badly and then she chose the Om and basically put it all on hold. I figure that the train has passed by so it is something that we will have to deal with down the road. It just adds to the pile and I can only imagine how it plays in her mind at times. Basically we were doing Artificial insemination while she was having the A,
It will be an issue I believe as the holidays approach.
Have a Great Day one and all, and hoping that there is love in the air somewhere,
