I've been really busy at work which is great for me right now.
Plus I'm really second guessing myself as to whether I should post because I don't feel I can freely express myself any more.
A lot of the stuff I post here is thinking out loud, toying with ideas, trying stuff out, checking for feedback. It's not everything I feel - I'd be on here 24/7 if I tried to post everything I feel!
But anyways....in respect for him the great long post that I had typed up will stay private for now.
I have a IC appointment tomorrow. d has her counselling appointment on Thurs and h and I are supposed to have a joint counselling appointment at the same time as d's (but with a different counsellor). I'll bounce some of the ideas off my counsellor and I'll do the 48hour rule about posting my stuff on here.