I feel your pain and you so are not selfish in the least - please stop beating yourself up. You are a good person who has put so much effort and faith into her marriage, her family, her husband - I know how tired you are, truly I do but once again God only gives us as much as we can handle - why I do not know - so take stock in the fact there are many here thinking of and praying for you. Your rewards will come...
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Me41 H44 * M16 yrs * D13 S10 8/06 H wants a D * 1/07 OW Truth 2/07 Searated * 7/07 H moved home First Thread Surviving Separation Now Piecing