H got home LATE last night. I was in my bed sleeping. He came in to kiss me goodnight and I didn't ask a thing about where he'd been. Had a date with the ho I'm sure so why ask. I don't know why but I kind of feel like the more time he spends with her, that it's eventually just going to blow up in his face.
Now that we have been talking about the big D, he seems to feel like he can "act up" again. In a way, his absence just makes it easier for me to GAL and go dark. Another change in his behavior in the past couple of days is that he does not bother to call to check in... I shouldn't call him or e-mail him either, right?? Do I need to totally back off and give him a ton of space?? More than I ever have before???
