OK, so life is OK.....but am I getting sucked into something.
W was in bed with D tonight and I tried to give her a kiss. Wasn't too well received, but I ignored it and did my own thing. W then came and found me (I was sitting in the dining room having a quiet drink). So, no kissing, but intimacy. No cuddles, unless I initiate.
Want to feel more positive but still unsure. Suppose this is the patience angle coming again.
On the positive side, we have ordered new carpets for the house and W mentioned getting a skip in the New Year (so I'm around till then yaaaay). No home internet contact with OP and I have not checked her phone.
I still analyse things, but don't try to think too much (or even beat myself up). Also now listen to W and don't press further. Last night, W wanted to read as she was 'uptight and restless'. I asked what was wrong and she replied 'lots of things, just leave it'. Well before I would have picked at that until there was an explosion, but instead I said 'OK' and snuggled down to sleep.
We were also intimate this morning, which was nice. I still want more (the love), but I am back on the patience trail, so we will wait and see.
