Yeah, that is my problem, Duck's Back thing isnt working so well. I am my own worst enemy and always have been. I admire those who can do this so well. I wonder how you re-wire that part of your brain? Shock Treatments maybe. Although that definitely could damage the Quasi-Intellectual CVA which would be bad too....
I think I know why people turn to vices for relief...easier than reality.
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Me: 46 Wife: 39 D: 13 S: 11, 9, 7 Bomb 3.2.07, Sep Same Day, D papers 11.1.07 Current Status - Wants to take me through Discovery, I will go to prison first.