Lots to say about the post Thanksgiving day events. Will post it later. My mood is not all that great today, seem to be pretty on edge about everything and feeling like I used to feel, angry, irritated easily and it is showing. I need to take a deep breath, step back, evaluate and most of all relax, life will get better.
See ya.
Me: 46 Wife: 39 D: 13 S: 11, 9, 7 Bomb 3.2.07, Sep Same Day, D papers 11.1.07 Current Status - Wants to take me through Discovery, I will go to prison first.
Life WILL get better. What are you planning to do to change things? Since she filed, have you been continuing your pattern of going to the house most nights to see w and kids? Hang in there...
Here's one, I have a SUV w/ a back window like a suburban that you have to shut VERY hard to close (its an Infiniti) so this morning as I was getting the kids stuff in the car and battling w/ my 7 yr old to find his jacket, I slammed the window hatch shut and BAM, the whole freaking thing explodes into a million pieces. So I am standing there, staring at this glass everywhere in disbelief that this kind of stuff is happening to me and my W runs outsides "WHAT HAPPENED" with the obvious, "what the hell did you do undertone" and I'm like, "Ummm, it exploded?"
I had taken this stupid thing when I got it telling them it was hard to shut the glass compared to anything I had owned (like a suburban) before and they say "oh, they're all that way"...BS.
All I could think was, is it me, is all this drama me? I think it is, I bring drama on myself. Why? Attention I guess. Nomo gets me everytime on this one, where is my compliment, where is my ego stroke, why wont someone (W) say its OK?
OK, time to forget all that. This ranks right up there with getting my same vehicle towed when I first got kicked out and parked unknowingly in someone's spot in these crappy apts!
Fun, fun, fun.
C
Me: 46 Wife: 39 D: 13 S: 11, 9, 7 Bomb 3.2.07, Sep Same Day, D papers 11.1.07 Current Status - Wants to take me through Discovery, I will go to prison first.
Sorry to hear this CVA. I know some days you can't win for losing. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. But it still sucks. Thankfully insurance should cover it, my guess is that that is a $750 piece of glass, if not a lot more. Life goes on, remember, like a ducks back.
Me:46 Her:40 Daughter:7 She Dropped Bomb:10/7/07 She Filed Papers w/State:10/30/07 I Left Home:11/11/07 I Moved Back In:11/13/07 My Outlook: I want nothing more than a future together and will do whatever it takes. Her Outlook: Been too long coming, I'm done.
Yeah, that is my problem, Duck's Back thing isnt working so well. I am my own worst enemy and always have been. I admire those who can do this so well. I wonder how you re-wire that part of your brain? Shock Treatments maybe. Although that definitely could damage the Quasi-Intellectual CVA which would be bad too....
I think I know why people turn to vices for relief...easier than reality.
C
Me: 46 Wife: 39 D: 13 S: 11, 9, 7 Bomb 3.2.07, Sep Same Day, D papers 11.1.07 Current Status - Wants to take me through Discovery, I will go to prison first.
CVA's last thread locked up, but if the picture swap is still on I need people to send me more. So far, I got GOne Dancin's and also one smokin hot picture from WAW1978 (which, at this point, I am seriously considering keeping to myself).
Before I send, is photoshop an option? And if you keep WAW's picture to yourself, I will hunt you down!
Me: 46 Wife: 39 D: 13 S: 11, 9, 7 Bomb 3.2.07, Sep Same Day, D papers 11.1.07 Current Status - Wants to take me through Discovery, I will go to prison first.
