Pieces are Coming Together

[Startingover2]

I have my own thread going....Long and bumpy road, but lurk in others as I read all of them and really don't have any advice to give because I am barely keeping my head above water myself.

Yours caught my eye though when you said you had 4 good days with dh and now hes gone. I have the same thing sorta. We don't live together yet and it has been long and bumpy dealing with half truths and uncertainty.

We spent the past few days together and he went back home last night (same town). I get that sort of panicky feeling as well. What am I going to do withmyself now? I know things between us are not fixed and there is a long way to go, but when he is here I am so much more relaxed. I wonder if he is talking with OW or if he even wants to try when he is back home.

Anyway, I hope you feel good tonight when you get home. I am trying to keep busy myself. He has his kids tonight so I doubt I will see him much.