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[Pudmuddle]

Thanks PM. I need you on my shoulder today. Having a really down day. Talked to FIL today who had talked to H earlier in the day. H finally told him about the S, but said it has been 2 weeks when it has been 4. Don't know if he realizes how long it has been or not. Anyway, H didn't indicate to FIL that there was any hope of working things out. I know do not believe what your hear or 50% of what they do. It is just so hard to remember that today. Just trying to make it till the end of the work day. I really want to be curled up in bed right now.

I'm here!

I recall that my H had a TERRIBLE memory when he was going through all of this, and he was normally the more anal one in remembering things.

A positive is that he didn't mention anything to the FIL.

I do also, remember, just taking a day off of work to just sit and home and be sad, in my bed, just thinking, relaxing, sleeping. Sometimes it is ok to do that. We all need that let down after being so good and working so hard at this stuff. It is very emotionally draining, even when it is positive. Sometimes you just plain need to grieve. If you can get away with doing that, I would say do it! But only for one day now, you are not allowed to spend days in bed! Or I will come find you and drag you out!