Yes I'm a jumble of emotions. And trying VERY hard not to cry anymore. I have two important work meetings this afternoon and I can't look like a mad woman.
I am wondering if I should print out a couple of the articles here and leave them where he can find them...
Should I cut off his access to money? The internet access? I feel like he's had a lot of freedom for a long time and the reigns need to be tightened...but that feels vindictive.
I am terrified how this is all going to work when I get home tonight. He'll know something is wrong and playing sick may not work (especially if I lose it).
How do I confront him? How do I make sure I don't make things worse before I get a chance to talk to the counselor?
I'm mortified to tell my friends...I've only told one and she's too far away to help other than listening to me rant.
