RHW, I'm finally back. It's so easy for those negative thoughts and worries to slip back in. We can "what if" things to death at times, the problem is that we build false expectations that way, both good and bad.

PMA sure can be elusive sometimes, especially with the separation, holidays, and fatigue wearing on you (3 small boys + holiday = tired I bet.) For me, it's also too easy to reflect on my part of how we got here. While I think it is important to remember & learn from that, we shouldn't dwell on it. Take a minute to think about all of the awesome things you have accomplished. Start with the boys, and work back. No false modesty.

Anyway, I just wanted to say chin up, eyes forward, not back, no fear. NO down on red time allowed. \:\) You caught the problem in time, and put the fix in. I proud of you for that, everyone here is.

How do we know the fix is in?

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Last night, we got on the web cam and I have to tell you guys that I have the most awesome H!! He now has started calling me "My Kelly" again and it just sends little butterflies in my stomach when he does. Also, the way he was looking at me is . . . well, I don't think I can explain it. I just KNOW he loves me so much and that is so awesome!


You can't fake butterflies, just like he can't fake that look.

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The Forlorn Hope:...A picked body of men detached to the front to begin the attack....Fortified, meaning strengthened to stand...and thus, positioned for victory