My nightmare just got worse. I checked the phoney email inbox again. He is apparently interested as he sent a second email to let me know his two instant message contact ID's!!
Checking the history may be possible...I'll have to see tonight. That is, of course, if I can figure out which computer he is using and if he hasn't changed the passwords (which I'm sure he has). He changed his email account passwords.
To be honest, I don't care he is looking at porn...hell, in a way I'm glad he's at least showing some interest in sex! Of course, that means that maybe I am what he is not attracted to...
If I could, I'd find out who he is chatting online with and what is being said...but I suspect those messages are lost when the chat window is closed.
I really don't know how I'm going to look him in the eye tonight. How will I have a conversation with him when all I want to do is cry...
