I feel like I'm losing everything right now - my house, my husband, time with my child... It's so sad. It is beyond my comprehension that there is nothing left to fix as he said. He thinks it's too broken. I just don't understand how he can feel that way.
H said that maybe he sabotaged any chance we had a year ago of working on our marriage by having the affair. That maybe it was his way of making me leave him. I guess he didn't know what he had married... I dont' give up that easily. But, now am I just in denial?? Is there, in reality, no turning back??
