Ok.. I think I'm good with the house thing. Just a moment of panic.
Had another D talk last night. H still doesn't see any way out except to D. He is less scared by the unknown (ow) than by getting back into a bad marriage. Same conversation really - he won't move out until we sell the house, told me some more of what he wants in the "business transaction of D", etc. We cried and in the midst of the convo, he asked, "Is this when you finally tell me what needs you had that I wasn't meeting and what it takes to meet them". We talked about some of this same stuff last week. Is it just me or is that odd? Aren't we beating a dead horse now??
Convo went well until I started getting kinda' self-righteous when H started talking about the fabulous ow. I may have called her a "whore"... oops! Well, as you can imagine, all he!! broke loose and H started screaming at me. Then, I lost it and got hysterical. I know I need to stop this. I am behaving like I did in the beginning and making him more certain that he wants a D! Then again, maybe I want one, too. Help!!!
I'm truly a mess and he seems to have moved on already.
