Hello MZ, I am also recently d. I can agree it sucks. My w and I have been seperated since April and d since August. It went really fast. Like you she also pushed for the d. I found this site two days after she left, if only it would have been a week sooner. I have learned a whole lot from this site and the books. The relationship we have is very little we rerely talk and most of the communication is by txt. As a man I can say that it is very possible that your h is now angry with you. He may feel that you pushed for this, you wanted it so now enjoy. I have these feelings a lot. Not that I am bitter but b/c I could not get her to slow down at all. If he tried anything at all to get you to think hard before completing the d he may sometimes feel the same way. You can do nothing now but let time pass by. I am sure that he is missing you. Especially if he did not really want a d. Just show him that you care. Do not push for anything he may still be in a state of shock. Like you his feet have not begin to touch the ground. Just give him space he may come back around in time. I hope this made sense good luck.
