Long and bumpy road

[Startingover2]

Well, the weekend is gone and things are returning to normal. I put all my Thanksgiving stuff away and am wore out. Dh was here since Thursday. He went home just a few hours ago. It was sort of wierd. I got used to having him here again. Like old times. It was hard to see him go. He has been texting since he left though thanking me for a great Thanksgiving and how happy he is.

I really wish he would stay this way. This is the time where I start to feel insecure and panicky. When he is around I don't feel that way for some reason.

Busy week ahead. Hopefully I won't think about it too much.