New to Piecing -- again

[peaceful_spirit]

Thanks, girls. I don't know what got into me the last few days. I was just feeling... icky.

I did ask my H the other day how he felt things have been going. Every few weeks, I check in. He said he's been feeling good lately. I explained to him about how I was feeling on TGiving and how sometimes I create scenerios in my head and my emotions react as though these things did actually happen. I told him that I still have days where I struggle, and I"m trying to figure out how to handle those days. he said he understood.

Anyway, the last few days have been good. Spending lots of time together, yet still taking space to be apart. It's basketball season, and we are both URI basketball fans. So, we listen to the games together (we don't get them on TV). We went to church today. I like for us to go as a family every few weeks, but I don't want to force it. Anyway, while at church, H grabbed my hand and held it for about 10 minutes. It felt good.

Anyway, one day at a time. Some days are good. Some days are hard. Just have to figure out how to navigate.