Kids are both enjoying having friends over right now. Oh to be young. The boys are watching football and playing video games and the girls are on the computer watching videos.
H just called. He is really down today. Was crying while I was on the phone. He wanted to know what we were doing and I told him that we were all just hanging. He broke down and started apologizing to me. He said he doesn't know what is wrong with him but he is getting help.
I told him that it was good he was getting help and that I am here for him. He then replied...I don't know why you would still be here for me.
Anyway, H said he may come up later. He was feeling low and he didn't know what he should do. He said he wanted to check on the problem in the kids bathtub but wasn't sure if he could do it without his dad. I told him that it was fine.
So, we shall see. I think the very bad depression must be setting in. What do you think? I won't get trapped again. I am just pretty much going to sit back and watch things unfold. Hopefully he will realize what he has lost and want it back again, but if not.....I will be ok.
