Ouch! Thought I was so much stronger!

[Hurtin4certain]

Hi lwb,

Thanks so much for your concern. I decided not to confront W as OM will be going back to Vegas (he lives there) and I dont think they will be sleeping together again anytime soon. Theres nothing I can do now to change the fact that she did that. Im trying not to show my W any anger as I think she is looking for a reaction from me to validate her feelings for OM. If I blow up, it makes it easy for her to say "What a loose canon, thank god Im with OM, he's so cool and calm".

Im going to make this as hard as possible for her to move on, hopefully the fog will lift and she'll see me and all my love.