Maybe not too complicated to understand

[Michael Mc C]

Yeah, she's leaving, has already left emotionally. Told me she's going to talk to him today to firm up plans for finally meeting. Don't have a lot of time but will get all the details out by this evening.

Got a lot on my mind of course. Not sure how much more I can take nor how much more I can invest. I've been here for a few months now and I see people who have been so much stronger. They have already dealt with the physical separation, physical affair and the emotional divorce. This is not new material just a point I thought I was going to be able to avoid.

Suddenly the picture has changed so much. She doesn't want to leave the house but will if I need her to. She is certain they will meet before the end of the year.

I don't know at this point what I am strong enough to handle.