Thanks joie. I asked him if he ever thought I would 'cheat' on him before his A, and he said no. Then I said "Well, nothing has changed". He said everything has changed, that he has hurt me so much that I am probably thinking "F him, I'm doing it to him too". He is sooo wrong, I am just not built that way. He doesn't trust me at all, which I don't deserve, but I think it comes from the guilt. He has said "I never thought I would be this person, so who's to say you won't do it back to me". Oh and he told he assumes I have been talking to OW's H this entire time. WTF?
He, in the past, has always refused IC or MC (even though he lied to OW and told him I refused it). Doesn't believe in it.
