So far, having a nice weekend with the kids. Did a little shopping, s15 and d12 both had friends over, s15 and I rearranged the kids den downstairs, and today...cooking and football. Plus...bonus, we are all off tomorrow.
Yesterday I got out early to do some things and came home to clean. There was no word from H and to be honest...it didn't phase me. He called around 1:30 to ask if he could stop by to see d12 before work and I told him no problem.
He showed up an hour later....first thing he asks d12..where's mommy. He came in my room and plopped down on a chair and apologized for not coming over earlier as he said he was getting his car fixed. Whatever. I told him he didn't have to report in to me or be here by a certain time....
H looked like he++. He said he slept about 20 minutes the night before and he said he was having a bad day. He tried to keep from crying. After a few minutes he had to leave for work. He said he would see me in the morning.
Well, I didn't realize in the morning meant 1:30 am. I was fast asleep and a smell woke me. It was so weird. I smelled H. And I opened my eyes and who was sitting on the bench at the foot of my bed staring at me. H. He looked exhausted and was crying a bit. I could here his stomach rumbling so I offered to make him a sandwich as I was going to let the dog out.
He ate and fell asleep holding on to my leg. He just left. Still looking exhausted. Said he was going back to mil's to sleep, shower and then he would be back later. I had asked him to fix a problem in the kids bathtub and he said he would.
Tomorrow I believe he has C. H does not know that I am aware he is going. When he is ready he will tell me. Not sure what is going on here. Perhaps another breakup with MOW. Who knows. I know I will keep my head on and eyes open, as I don't want to get hurt again.
