Nothing major happened that's what has me baffled also. He just arrived home and said he was playing cards all night, then went straight to be. I said, all I ask is for a phone call to tell me you're okay. He said, "I'm always okay". Whatever.
I have a feeling I'll be like you some day. I just need to let go totally. I am better though. I don't call anymore. I have talked to him at least 3x a day for 29 years and now he doesn't even want to speak to me. How sad is that?
And my H doesn't usually come home from work until 3 am cause he doesn't want to see me. That's great for the self esteem. He says I don't give him any reason to come home.
Maybe the OW does. All she has to do is provide the s**, then ships him home. Although he says this has nothing to do with another girl "it's how he's felt for 10 years". I do have a 10 year old son. Guess he didn't want him either. Well then, another great start to my day. I didn't want to say anything to him when he came in but geez how do you not. I wasnt angry though on the outside, just inside. I want to stop questioning and start not caring.
Treese
H 49 M 45 D 23, D17, S12 M 25 T 31 01/07 OW H at my door w/proof Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07 Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass, Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9 11/08 pos.paternity
