I hope someday I can be here to post my save. At the moment I don't have any hope. I love my husband so much but he seems to be withdrawing from me more and more everyday. I am scared to be alone. He says he needs to leave that he has thought it all through (I'm sure his OW is helping) and will never regret his decision. So I guess I need to get pissed and let it go, but how? I am so in love with him that it is consuming my life. I cry all the time and my kids are so upset. We are a family and I believe in family and my marriage but he doesn't. He says he loves me but he's not "IN LOVE" what the heck is in love after 29 years together. I have never withheld sex from him and up til JUne we were having sex 3x a week. I just don't get it, but he says its been years in the making that all these years of unhappiness has gotten him to where he is today, wanting a divorce. Wow. I'm so lost. I don't know where to start. He lies to me non stop and I told him but he says, "aaawhat... are you talking about" LIE> Help!!!
Treese
H 49 M 45 D 23, D17, S12 M 25 T 31 01/07 OW H at my door w/proof Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07 Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass, Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9 11/08 pos.paternity
