LS,
They say that the OP is like an addiction. Wish we could send them to rehab like you do for drugs and alcohol to get them out of their systems. It's long and bumpy road. Only you can decide when you don't want to travel down that road anymore. Take time to decide what you want, don't do something you will regret later. Think everything out and pray. Take care my friend.




Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are.
-- Bernice Johnson Reagon