FLTC: from Iraq; Continued

[No_hill_for_a_Swimmer]

I think changes have to be made WHILE LETTING GO. You can't change just to please your spouse

I think you got it

I feel like a failure, because the should'a ,would'a ,could'a sometimes eats me alive.

Anyone with core values would feel the same way. However after a while it's tough to eat through scar tissue.

THAT GETS ME NOWHERE

Outside of the discovery process of how you got here there is a time where you turn the ship's bow forward instead of looking back and find your vision. Ships turn slowly and finding your vision while fighting the alligators is difficult at best. You will do it.