WAW brought 5D to house yesterday at noon as planned. Brought xmas lights I bought last year to decorate outside as I asked. She got a jacket out of the car for 5D simple hug to her and 5D went toward the house. She mentioned something about 5D and then said she needed to go and smiled. Not sure if it was directed at me...She was there maybe 5 minutes. Didn't really get out of arm reach of her car.
Since, my WAW calls 5D every night I have her, I dialed WAW last night and gave the phone to 5D as we sat by the fire roasting marshmallows. I overheard WAW say it made her night but of course I didn't get to talk.
With Tuesday approaching, I am really scared. I cannot sign papers for one I don't want this over and two I cannot accept the terms. But I also know I cannot really approach the topic with my WAW because if she is steadfast in her decision, then she will just say better get a good lawyer because she has her aunt to finance a fight. Sux, she is unhappy and thus wants her cake and ice cream too.
I woke this morning early feeling sad and helpless. I sure would like to do something to bring us back together. LRT seems to be showing her that I am happier without her which only vaildates her decision. Leaving her alone is getting harder.
Any suggestions would be appreciated. 5D and I are having a great time with lots of plans to continue but I sure would like to do something to change the course of events that seemed to be planned by WAW. Acknowledging papers seems to be bad. Any other contact is pursuing...seems like more sit and wait...am I wrong with that logic?
