Last night, we got on the web cam and I have to tell you guys that I have the most awesome H!! He now has started calling me "My Kelly" again and it just sends little butterflies in my stomach when he does. Also, the way he was looking at me is . . . well, I don't think I can explain it. I just KNOW he loves me so much and that is so awesome!....
...My only concern right now is that H is really good friends w/ a couple over there -- both of them are there right now. The guy is a real jerk, drinks way too much, etc. and last night the girl was sobbing on my H's shoulder about him. Well, the guy is actually leaving a few months before her and I just hope my H doesn't get sucked into some sort of, well, ANYTHING w/ her if she comes knocking for comfort from him!
WTF Red ? You know me from other posts over in SSM that I mean this in the best way. You talk in one sentence how you KNOW he loves you so much...trust in that Red ! Let this other bullsh!t go as best you can...I've been there. I'm going on what 8, 9 years since my x-wife cheated on me...it hasn't gone away yet! Might not ever fully go away. Try your best not to dwell on these negative feelings....please ! You've got a good thing going here..don't let these thoughts undermine what you've worked so hard to achieve...now show us that smile
