Long and bumpy road

[Startingover2]

Been a busy weekend. But its been good. Like I said above, I wish dh can stay this way. His family is leaving tonight, so I imagine things will go back to normal. He has really had a good weekend. He is always so happy when his family is around and he is good to me then as well. Something happens I guess when they leave and he has to face reality again.

Yesterday I ventured out shopping with 2 of my sil's for a few hours. He told me to go and have fun, ILY, etc. He kept texting me asking when I would be home. My first thought was oh he is going to see OW!! That sinking feeling came back. When I got home he was just finishing putting together this dresser we ordered for the baby. He was so proud and it melted my heart. I could see he wanted my kudos and approval. Affection, touch, etc. was never his love language. Its the words of affermation. Mine are affection and quality time. He kept saying all night how hard that dresser was to put together and took him 3 1/2 hours. He seems truly happy.

But......now the weekend is coming to a close. I wish OW would just disappear from his and my mind and go away. I wonder if he has talked to her? His phone has been sitting in plain view all weekend and he is not hiding it like he normally does when she is in the picture.

We will see what happens after about 7 tonight when they all leave.