Walk Away Wife - My Sitch

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So, after close to 10 weeks I finally decided that it was time to sleep in the bed again. After she left I couldn't bring myself to sleep in our bed alone. I thought that if I did I would be admitting to myself that she wasn't ever coming home. I don't know what changed for me. If it is the fact that we seem to be having some positive progress in our R or that I've finally detached enough. I didn't try to go into bed until I couldn't keep my eyes open any longer, so falling asleep wasn't a big deal. Waking up this morning was hard though. I woke up facing where she normally would be and seeing the empty spot was hard. So emotionally this morning wasn't too fun, but I can tell you that my body thanked me! I was starting to get pretty sore every morning from sleeping on a lumpy couch...