I am now at my parents and have limited computer access, so I have been unable to respond.
I have read all of these posts. I have also calmed down from getting this batch of papers.
I am back to my new normal. Still don't know what is in store for me long term, what I am thinking, or what I will do....but I have stopped the spinning for now.
I got a text message from H's sister today telling me that her H's father passed away this morning. I am about 5 hours away from home. Viewing and funeral are about halfway between where I am and home.
So I am thinking that I will attend the viewing on Sunday on my way home...even though the girls and I don't really have appropriate attire....all we have are jeans.
I don't know what to expect, who will be there, or if I should even go. But it doesn't feel right for me to not go.
I want to thank everyone for posting on the last couple of pages...usually I try to respond to each post, but there was just so much information that I know that I won't be able to do that. I did read everything and am thinking about everything that was posted. Thank you again.
