Kiki, hang in there. I know exactly what you're saying. I'm hopeful that time heal the pain of the OP's involvement. I still struggle to understand if my wife realizes my true value, my commitment and my sacrifices over the last 2 years or if she thinks that it was no big deal for her to walk away and then decide to come back. I guess time will tell for now just do fun things together, bring back some spice in your life, go camping, picnics etc...that's what I'm trying to do.
Me: 32|W: 34|D: 3yo 1st bomb: Feb 2006 (left one day, came back a week later) 2nd bomb: Aug 2006 (moved out, ILYBNILWY) 3rd bomb: Apr 2007 (filed for divorce) 4th bomb: <her finger on the launch button>