thanksgiving pretty emotional for me. at w house and she was nice but treated me like a guest which sucked. I slept in guesthouse...that sucked too.
she went out tonight with other D woman friend to "xmas shop". I have the kids and a couple of their friends. they are having fun. she couldn't even last one day without going out. she leaves sun out of country for 8 days. I thought she may have interest in spending time with her kids before she left but I guess not. I tried to not be interested in what she was doing tonight.
so...she leaving on a really long flight sunday. would I be breaking db rules if I slipped LL into her bag and asked her to read chapter 10?
she is being nice and talking to me. no r talk, I have learned my lesson. but I know shes telling everyone shes done after the holidays. I know that's a long time from now, but don't like it that shes made up her mind.
