This last post sounds really good. There are things to look forward to. It's great being your own man. I'm sure you gave up a lot more than you realized during marriage....pieces of who you are. You'll have the chance to get them back if worse comes to worse. Keep focused on the positives. Your positive attitude will be attractive (or at least not as unattractive as a crushed man).
In the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years. Abraham Lincoln
It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed. Theodore Roosevelt