WAW hasn't walked yet, but emotionally dead

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...I'm always reminded of things when I wake up alone, but I stayed positive for the most part through the day...

I know exactly what you mean. I find waking up w/o STBXW to be the toughest part of the day (no matter how busy we were, unless I was on call, I would start the day by cuddling her for a bit and kissing her good morning...). Hang in there mako...as you say, stay positive...