Long and bumpy road

[Startingover2]

Thanks Sandi for checking in on me. I was so busy yesterday I didn't have 2 seconds to even get on here. We had a good portion of dh's family here and I did most of the cooking.

You know, it was a good and tough day at the same time. Dh acted like himself. Like the man I married. He was helpful, sweet, affectionate and nobody would ever know he had this other life. I wouldn't even suspect if I hadn't snooped. Its amazing. There were times I actually forgot he was still contacting OW.

How do they do that? I think that if I were trying to juggle 2 women I would be a nervous wreck. He even left his phone in the room and I checked it a few times during the day and there was nothing from her.

We have a houseful of family for the rest of the weekend so I am going to give him the letter after they leave. Its hard for me as I feel myself weakening. But have to remind myself this isn't reality.