Bachelor #2 was at my work and he is awfully sweet and cute. I do enjoy flirting with him and that is all. THEN my mom introduced me to him again. We played this game and said, "Nice to meet you!" I thought that it was weird that my mom singled Bachelor #2 out. So did he. He said, "What a weird introduction." Then I thought about it. Why was my Mom trying to set me up with this guy? Does she know that I am already attracted to him?
THEN she whispered, "That guy used to date your H's girlfriend." I thought it was someone else. I was so repulsed. You know that whole couple switching thing from Enchanted? I think that is disgusting in real life. It kind of crushed me. He never mentioned it. I guess it could always have been a possibility in such a small town. So it just really upset me that so many people are connected to my H's affair. Either they witnessed it or know them now as a couple or they feel sorry for me or judge him, whatever. He is so blatant and it is so close to home. Plus, I was leaning toward Bachelor #2. Now maybe that is why, because he does sort of reming me of my H and maybe that is why this whore dated these two men, as they have the same interests and style. Do you know how upsetting that is. I have only flirted with this man but we were becoming very good friends and I really enjoyed his company and I figured he felt that way also. Now how can I trust someone in his position. Maird.
I channelled you guys all the way home! I did not make a furious to call to my H's cell. I did not send him a nasty email pleading him to move his affair out of town so people will stop gossipping to me at work! I did pick up my son while he slumbered so I did not have to go home alone. Two steps forward twelve steps back. I feel like I am back at Square One again in the pits. Like the only reason these men ask me out is because I am pathetic and the only reason so many people are nice to me at the bar is because they all know I have a lousy H.
Me:38 H:39 MLC M:10 R:23 years D6 S3 Bomb: Easter, 2007 "Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."
