I am about done dissecting the sitch. I get to wrapped up into it when I do. I think a lot of this has to do with the awful statement I told her during our last fight before we were separated. She believed I took all of the car keys on purpose and I said, "I should have never married you IF you didn't believe in me." Of course she only hears the first part. Nothing I can do to take it back. This was probably the straw that broke the WAW's back. Here I am saying I am about done dissecting and I suppose that is just more of the same. I am trying. Worst case, I want to see my 5D equal amount of time with the financial resources to show her a good life. And I agree, I don't see a reason to file first. It will not give me anymore time with 5D, only grounds, which is silly because a D is exactly what I don't want.
