Thanks all.. I'm sure this is going to be a rough stretch for most of us on here.

Seeing all the Xmas commercials, movies, etc. All about family and "togetherness".

I appreciate all the encouragement. I'm glad I found this place.. couldn't imagine going through this without it.

I'm going to take a break and seriously reevaluate some things.

Pamar.. yes.. SAS is pretty bad ass.

Not sure I know what SBS is?