Today was another good day, just a little sadness here and there, I'm always reminded of things when I wake up alone, but I stayed positive for the most part through the day. W hasn't called since yesterday but I haven't had any desire to call her, so that's good. I feel like I'm detaching ok right now, sure I would like to talk to her but I'm not anxious about it or just waiting for her call, she will call when she does.
It helps having plans for things as it gives me stuff to look forward to. I'm booked for the whole weekend, and have tentative stuff for next weekend already. Also a nice 180 for me as I was never one to plan things in our M, I realize I'll have to get out and do things for myself from now on.
Hoping tomorrow treats me just as well, I'm wondering if my first Thanksgiving without W in 6 years will bring me down, but I'll be with family so it should be alright. Hope everyone here has a happy holiday.
Me: 43 W: 41 Together 2009, Married 2011 Sons 10 and 6, Daughter 5 Bomb 2/21/21. W moved out 10/2021
