Whatever you do, don't think that your S is choosing his Dad over you. He misses his Dad and he wants to spend time with him. That is okay.
If your S was living with his Dad, he would be wanting to spend time with you. I would rather have my kids with me most of the time than only a couple of days. Besides, you will have him for Christmas right? Your H will feel the loss then.
I'm sorry you're feeling down and I hope you will feel much better and wish you a happy Thanksgiving.
Hugs, ISLH
Me: 49 - S22 & S26 H: 41 - No kids M: 10/00 Bomb New Year's Day 2006 H living w OW 01/07; have baby 12/07 D final 07/07 Thread #9 - Hope Lives On