I know I sound so negative these past few days. I've realized when H just called a few minutes ago that the trust is not truly back. Part of me thinks/knows he won't cheat again, but I always wonder. He had to go off base to get something from someone's house for their Tday dinner (it's already tomorrow over there) and some girl is driving him. I just start wondering, you know?


Me: 38
H: 35
S4, S5, S10
Bomb 01/07
Wanted D - nothing would change his mind
Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb
Piecing 04/07
Deployed for a year 05/07
Still Piecing 2010
M 11 yrs 05/10